It's annoying that I can't tell how many shout outs I have. To quote Blair from RW/RR Battle of the Sexes, they're "like herpes- you can't see them but they're always there." or something to that effect. He said it and I laughed so so much. If someone could correct that quotation, I would be very happy.

I don't have much else to blog about. I do, but things are just super crazy around the house, and I'm done ranting about my petty little problems. I feel like I'm searching for sympathy or something when I do it, and I truely appreciate everyone's concern, but yeah- 'tis the complexities of my life. When I get things straightened out, I'll let you know, but until then I'll try to go back to my witty ramble, even though it isn't that funny.

PS. I work this weekend. Come visit me at the zoo!! I'll let you in free AND give you free train passes. Woot. =)

I spent the day in Champaign with my sister. I needed that. She's gotten over her 19-year mothering phase and has gradually realized that I'm growing up. Because of this, she's cool. She makes me laugh so much, but she doesn't realize why she's funny, which makes it funnier. She laughs along because I am, and then stops and says, "what's so funny?" Oh goodness, my sister is hopeless sometimes, but I still love her.

Anyway, she was being all big-sister and giving good advice to me too. I've been sorta stressed out about what to do next year, with school and stuff, most of it is because I don't want to let anyone down, but she was supportive and saying stuff like, "you have to do what is right for you, and what will be good for you". See, here's the deal, I think I need a break from school. I applied to the U of I and haven't gotten any response yet, but even if I get accepted I don't necessarily know if I'll go. My mind and motivation has been such crap this last year. My memory isn't as fantastic as it used to be, which annoys me so so much, and I actually have to work at stuff. I don't want to blame it on my dad dying, but...it was a life-changing event, so I am. I really don't want to take a year off, so maybe I'll just go somewhere part time. I'll either stay home and go to RCC for another year (least favorite idea), or move to Champaign as planned and go to Parkland (better idea). I feel sort of obligated to move in with Teri because she bought the house with Chrissy and me in mind. I'm not giving up entirely, but I want to back down some. Things aren't as easy as they used to be...bah.

I guess I'm just waiting for the letter, which should be coming soon since Chrissy got hers, to decide my near future. Rar to making grown-up decisions. I quit. I'm gonna go join the circus.

My birthday is two weeks from today...APRIL 12 in case you can't count.

I inadvertently learned last night from Zach's brother Luke that my soul is in my sternum...wait, I think I just changed my mind. My soul is in the hangy-ball thing in the back of my mouth. Definitely where it is.

~Don't stop, get it get it~

I changed the junk mail filter option on my hotmail account, so now I usually get about 2 e-mails in my inbox and about 104 in my junk mail. Why on earth would I get so many e-mails to begin with?? In ONE day?!? I mean a) I don't have a penis and I don't want to enhance it by 50%, b) I don't care how much of a slut Bambi is, c) I'm not in debt, and d) I don't want to learn how to pleasure my woman.

Bah.

It was too cold today to paint my lawn furniture, so I painted a table inside instead. Right now it's purple and blue, but I think I might add some yellow here and there just for grins. I like it a whole lot. Dang, I'm crafty.

I do not want to get old. I just spent the last hour and a half trying to get my grandpa into his bed. He's 91 and healthy for his age except for the fact that he has rheumatoid arthritis. This means all of his joints are warped and he can't get around very well. Anyway, I was upstairs, and he decided that he wanted to get to bed. I hear this loud thud and so I go downstairs to see Grandpa on the floor. This is no good because he can't get up on his own. He doesn't fall very often, let alone when I'm home by myself. I literally mean by myself because none of my neighbors were home to help me either. Also, I wasn't kidding when I said he was healthy. He's not a frail little old man...he's a good-sized old man. A few other dillemas were that I'm clumsy, I'm shorter than he is, and I'm weak...so helping my grandpa off of the ground in the hallway into his bed about 30 feet away was no easy task. His legs didn't seem to be working at all either, so an hour and a half later, he's finally in his bed and I have a sore neck and back...and I smell like old man.

Yup, I'm not getting old.

So the whole going to all my classes thing was screwed over today. Blast you, Mike Hagan. MARCO!!!! For the love of God, POLO!!!!!

Hell is Señor Hagan's home away from home. I decided that he's like the big brother I never had but always wanted to make fun of. Unfortunately he makes fun of me way more than I do him...jerk. Then again that's the way it is with everyone. The way Suzie is with making out is the way I am with teasing...EASY. Just kidding, Suz, I love you and my cheeks are still in tact...so far. Dirty, dirty girl.

Anyways, he forced Chrissy and me to go to Pizza Hut with Aaron and him. I was ok with skipping one class (attendance is optional, for the love), but we get to the one in Forsyth and the coolest waitress ever (Big Mama Cass) was not there, so Mike and Aaron pouted until I gave in and we made a trip to the one in Clinton to visit Aaron Eversole. I missed another class because of this. I guess I didn't mind because AaronE is a cool guy. Chrissy and I were playing "Lick Her When She's Not Looking" and he would yell out, "SICK!!!!" every time we put 'the moves' on each other. It made me laugh a whole lot. That and Mike was being his usual offensive self, which I don't want to laugh at, but dang it- hehehemmmmmmmno, nuh uhhhhh......hmmmhmmmmmno, nnmmmhmmm...effer. =)

My mom has recently become not so insane, and I'm durned happy about it. I was over at Zach's until 1:30 on Tuesday and she didn't call me once...she was even asleep when I got home. Then, last night, she called me around 7 or so and was like, "well, I guess I'll see you tomorrow since you won't be home early tonight." What the crap?? I didn't take advantage of this, because I had to be responsible and go to bed early, so I left his house at 11. See- opposite of what she tells me to do. She should really have started doing this long ago. Silly mom.

I started to scrape away the rust on my metal outdoor furniture today so I can paint it. I think furniture may be my favorite thing to paint or be all creative on. I love my table that I decoupaged on. I wish I knew how to sew, cuz then I'd probably make sheets or slip covers or something too. I'm gonna paint the outdoor table set bright pink and probably get orange material for the seat cushions. It's gonna be so great. I've been in a star mood, so I may paint giant stars on it too. I think I might paint something else too tonight, since I have my creative juices flowing. Wha cha!

~I'm back~

I think I may have made some people feel guilty with the last entry, which wasn't my intention at all. I love everyone in my life, and I don't know if you know how much you mean to me, but I appreciate everyone's comments and concern. I'm all better now because I have had time to think, relax, and scream at my mother. I think she's finally starting to back off, which is fantastic. I mean, I've been to all of my classes this week- WOW.
Anyways, I had this big, long blog all ready to go, but then my bitch of a computer lost its connection just as I was ready to publish. Bah to that because it was long and explained a lot. That was yesterday, and my ranting moment is over, sooo, all you get is-

thank you for being there for me...more nonsense blogs to come. =)

I have a ton of stuff to blog about, but for the time being I'm stressed out, and maybe even slightly depressed. I can't really explain why- I suppose it's a lot of things. I have so much pressure on me to be a certain way- how I used to be- and it's seriously catching up to me. Why can't people accept me for who I am now and what I can be, not who I was?? I know I put much of the pressure on myself as well which is no good. I have a tendancy to do either the opposite of what people expect or an extended, on-my-own-time version of the expected. There's only so much of me to go around and it seems that everyone demands something from me. The ones that shouldn't be so damned demanding are, and the one that probably should be isn't...if that makes any sense at all. I guess I'd just appreciate it if people would just let me be. I know I have to make compromises, which I will, but for the moment I don't quite know what I need. Guh- I hate this. If only I had more control and a lot more insight.

Last night was a whole lot of fun. I went up to the last Encounter show with Erin, Amy, and Terri. They are some fun girls, and I'm glad I'm starting to hang out with them more. We got there really early, but Zach was already there because he came with Aaron. He still has the mullet, but he kept it covered with a beanie for me. Why do beanies make hot boys hotter? I mean, Zach is a good-lookin' fella, but with the beanie...I swooned. He witnessed the swooning too. Maybe it was him serenadeing me?? Whatever, he was the greatest boyfriend ever last night no matter the reason. He makes me happy...yup.

I'm done being girly in this blog entry. I'm grossin' myself out.

So I was looking at my finger nails just now, and realized that most of them are kind of long. Not ghetto-long, but long for me. The weird thing is that they don't bother me. I get easily annoyed with my fingernails and also have a bad habit of biting them, so they never get this long. What the crap?? I hope this doesn't last for long.

...dang, I'm ready for work...

I smell.
...but so does your mom, so ha!!!


I just got back from my traffic class. I had to go because I got a speeding ticket. However, I learned NOTHING about why I shouldn't speed. I did learn this:

1- if you're in a shootout behind two cars, just shoot under the car and shoot them in the feet, and hide behind the tire so they can't do the same to you
2- don't be a cartoon character
3- people who drive motorcycles are smarter than you
4- your car is a weapon
5- don't run over children

I'm sure I learned more, but I think I fell asleep at some point. I started paying attention while he was talking about fatigue. Irony is hidden in there, I know it.

Last night Chrissy and I went to the RHV show in Bloomington. Erin is a JERK (tee hee) and forgot Lyndsey, so we gave her a ride too and met up with Terri, Amy, Erin, and Minott. Let me just say that that show was the least enjoyable Valentine's show I have ever been to. It was an all-ages show, so fifty million angry high-school boys were there. They moshed a lot..too much. Now, I can understand moshing at a hardcore show or something, but not with this type of music. RHV is happy music, not "I hate my dad, so I'm gonna kick that kid because it's fun" music. Minott was totally our hero. He brought down crowd-surfers and semi-broke down the moshing. He made a few friends...only not, because they were plotting his demise. He even hurt his hand to stop the insanity. That's pretty hardcore.

It was still sort of fun, because we were with fun people, but really- angry high-school boys...check your rage at the door. Thank you and I'll see you in study hall.

Everyone is gone to the last speech tournament before nationals.

I'm not with them.

Why??

I have traffic class tomorrow from 8-12. That really gets my goat. It's probably gonna be slit-my-wrists boring. Bah.

Mike Hagan, you shut your mouth. No comment from you, sir. NONE.

Oh well, tonight Chrissy and I are going to go to the RHV show in Bloomington and rock without our boyfriends. They're jealous. I plan on playing "Lick Her When She's Not Looking", but Chrissy has no idea...yet. Ha!

Tomorrow is Encounter's last show. I haven't been a hardcore follower as long as the masses, so I guess that's why I'm not upset about it or anything. I'm still friends with the guys in the band and stuff, so meh- I'm not that heartbroken. It'll all come together and make sense for everyone else, I'm sure...I don't know what I'm talking about- ignore me. The speech boys will be back (due to the fact that some are in the band), and Zach plans on photographing his mullet quite a bit. "Would you allow yourself to be pictured with the mullet?" he asked me last night. So, yeah- picture time...mullet-style. He's cutting it off after the show too. Hooray for that. It's hideous.

Sunday is the Killowatts show. Everyone needs to come. It's at Bradley in Peoria at 6:00. Big crowds, people- think big crowds.

Who's that under my teepee?

I need a hobby that doesn't involve changing the look of this. Tell me if the font is too big and obnoxious...I will change it, yo.

=)

It could be worse...



I could have a boyfriend with a mullet.



...hey, wait a second- I DO!!!! Lyndsey cut Zach's hair into a mullet today.

*sigh*

Thank goodness it's only temporary. However, I will miss his hair a whole bunch. I mean eyebrows and foreheads...crazy stuff, yo. I've rarely seen either of his. It's so short in the front now, so when he cuts off the rest, it'll be all clean-cut and not weird. I like messy and disheveled...which is what it was...

I'm gonna go light a candle in memory of what was, and have a moment of silence.

*moment of silence*

Hey, Zach- I wasn't kidding about the "call me in six months, and we'll see what happens" comment. Make it grow back! Now!




Ok, I'm kidding about the not kidding thing...it's only hair...I'm over it...

"She chose him over me???"

What on earth? Boys are dumb. I'm glad I "chose" the one I did. Is it really a choice when I never wanted to date the other boy in the first place?? Hmmm.


I GET TO GO BACK TO WORK SOON!!!!


Dang, am I excited. My boss called me today, so work is a commin'. [insert giddy clapping and squealing here] You'll all enjoy this because good stories come from the zoo. I'll have something to blog about other than me whining, how much I heart Zach Schultz, my BFF Mike Hagan, how much I hate my mother, etc...

EEEE!!!!

Yay for open-window weather! If people want me to concentrate inside, with all this crazy good weather going on outside...what?

Springtime is great. Sunday, Zach and I went to Forsyth Park and burned stuff- yeah that's right, stuff. It was surprisingly fun, possibly because it was definitely something I'd never done before. I was waiting for a park ranger (a "rent-a-cop" if you're down) to come strolling by and give us a fine for uncontained fire. Hey, we had a cup of water- just in case, so ha! Yeah, I don't know. Yesterday, we went miniature golfing (PUTT PUTT), which is always fun, and then we went to Dairy Queen, sat outside and ate, and then just chilled there for a long time. Who knew we had so much to talk about... Talky, talky- is that all we do?? Well, besides the sex...yes. I like to talk with him. He usually does most of it, because I'm not big on talking- I only speak when spoken to...but I'm trying to work on that. That, and the whole me being selfish thing. Dating Zach is a growing experience, or something deep like that. I'm gonna become a better person- or Zach's puppet...whatever. I don't know what he's trying to pull, but this brainwashing business isn't gonna work on me...no, sir, I will NOT make you a sandwich!

I didn't mean that. White or wheat??

"whateva sandra goaley. you rock my pants. and these pants do not, under any circumstance, rock at room temperature. thats right my friend. wha cha......bow chicky bow wow...."

~Jessica Crump~


She makes me giggle a whole bunch. I love my wifey.


Guess who is the best set of friends Stephanie Thompson could have... Give up??? ...Chrissy and me, ya sillies!! We kidnapped her last night, and took her to the lake and had an evening picnic. We got Carlos O' Kelleys- quesidillas, chips, and salsa. Dang, we're great friends. =) She was surprised, excited, amused, etc... Yay!

Spring break is coming to and end. Bah. I didn't get to see Renizzle, which makes me sad. I haven't seen her since October!! Perhaps I need to make a trip to SIU again to see my girls. Hmmm. Did someone say road trip???

Holy cow, it's nice out. I wanna go play outside. Red Rover, Sardines, or Duck Duck Goose. Those were great games. We used to have random games of Duck Duck Goose at the zoo all the time. Whatever happened to those times, girls?? We need to form a posse and go to a park or something. I'm sick of being inside!!!!

...she says while typing on a computer indoors...

chut up

MIKE HAGAN- I saw you yesterday, outside your place of employment hanging up a banner or something, but I guess you didn't see me. I was waving and everything, but nothing in return- what an unintentional snob. I would have honked, but there were many cars and I was afraid I would have caused a ruckus.

Hey, remember when I locked myself out of my house back in January? Click here to refresh your memory (Monday, January 06, 2003) Yeah, the ladder is STILL out where I left it. It's March.

I got a new purse yesterday. It's bright orange, and extremely exciting. I cut up my old purse, and hot-glued the stars onto my new one. I'm such a girl because now my shoes match my purse. Bright orange with blue stars- both of them. Like Zach said, at least I won't get hit by cars. I'd rather think that I won't get shot at when walking through a forest.

For a change of pace or something, Zach came over to my house last night. It was great fun. We hung out in my mom's room, which he thought was odd, but it's a good place to watch movies. We first watched Along Came a Spider and my cat claimed him. This is serious business with her because she hates everyone. She likes him, so I'm taking this as a very good sign. =)
After the movie was over, we walked to P&G (the gas station) to get food. We can do that in Macon- walk around...without getting caught in the middle of a drug war...
We came back and ate, and then proceeded to watch SLC Punk. It's such a great movie. "Sink you fool!" When it was over, we just talked and talked and talked. We talked our way right into 5:30 in the am. We learned a lesson lastnightthismorning...we're hanging out at Zach's because (minus the 4:30 incident) I know how to leave at a responsible hour. Wait- we're not responsible...meh- he could have stayed the night for all I cared, but of course he had to work and I was supposed to be up at 8 (that didn't happen). So yeah- we're irresponsible teenagers who had lots of sex**, because a) I don't have cartoon network, and b) it was after a certain hour. I'm not complaining. He gave me an "A" in girlfriend. =)




**by "sex" I mean "conversation" and by "conversation" I mean "blank stares and drooling"...

So the picnic didn't happen, but it will someday soon! =)

Anyways, here's a recappy-cap of our trippy-trip (I don't know, I just woke up):



Monday: Chrissy and I head out towards Indianapolis around 3 o'clock. We get there around 6 or so, but have NO plan of attack, so we meandered (we were NOT lost) through the ghettoes of Indy. We finally decide to just head downtown, so as to not get raped by low-class thugs...but rather classy thugs, and at 8 o'clock we checked into a Comfort Inn and Suites...it was a little too fancy for us, but we didn't complain. We took a trip to the mall, but the mofo closed at 9, so we came back to the hotel and lounged around. Dang, we're exciting.

Tuesday: We leave Indy at 11:30 and go south to Kentucky. While we never stayed the night there, we spent most of our time in this state. Every house we saw was fancy- oh, and the rocks were sad. I drove this time, and speed limits do not seem to be a matter of concern for Kentucky cops because I was definitely going 20 over, and didn't get pulled over three different times. Chrissy took pictures of me and my different faces of road rage, and our first fight. I think a fist o' rage was photographed as well. It took us 6 hours, but we made it to Charleston, West Virginia. We took a side trip to Hurricane, West Virginia, but it wasn't as exciting as we had hoped. It was kinda creepy, actually. Charleston was a dirty dirty city. Chrissy thought she saw a prostitute, but I told her that the girl couldn't have been a prostitute. She was wearing brown. Prostitutes don't wear brown. Also, an entire street was devoted to pornography. XXXLiveGirlsXXX, Adult Entertainment Mall (a mall!), Toys!Videos!Sexxxx! Frankly, I felt the need to pray for forgiveness while going through. We stayed at a Red Roof Inn, and the theme of the city is PORN, so what did our room smell like??? That's right! PORN. It was so unbelievably raunchy smelling. We wanted to bathe, but oh- our bathroom also smelled questionable and looked equally icky. We went to sleep around 10 because we are old.

Wednesday: We leave Charleston around 11 (10 for you kids, because we were an hour ahead), and head back through Kentucky. We take a side trip to Grants Lick that was along the Licking River. It wasn't too exciting, but the road on the way there was. We finally made it into Ohio- it's a boring state. Don't go there. It was mind-numbing, and I don't quite remember anything about it except seeing an exit sign for Batavia. I took a picture. =) When we got into Indiana, it was dark and ominous. Chrissy drove this day, and lucky her- it was a nine-hour drive. We got to Battle Creek, Michigan around 8, and stayed with my Uncle Tim and Aunt Kerry. He's head of something important for Kellogs, ergo- he's rich and had a nice house. It was fun to see them because they're one of my favorite Aunt/Uncle pairs. They ordered pizza for us, and we chilled with their dog. My cousin came in later, but Chrissy and I were old again, and went to bed at 10, so we didn't get to see much of him. That's too bad, because he's fun.

Thursday: We woke up at 11am. We felt like such bums, but my aunt didn't care. It was so nice to have a CLEAN shower that didn't smell like porn. Aunt Kerry took us to lunch at Chilli's before we left. It was the best we ate all week. Gotta love free food. We then left for home. I drove, but no fun side-trips were taken. I think we were tired of being on the road, and we missed our homies here. =)


That was our trip. Yes, all we did was drive, eat, and sleep- but that was pretty much our plan. We just wanted to get the eff out of here, and that we did. Woot.

WE'RE BACK!!!!


I missed all of you, and it made me feel loved to see/read that people missed me too. Awww.


I shall blog about our trip when I have more time, because it was quite fun, but for now I must go a) spend time with my mother, b) call my sister, and c) see my boyfriend. YAY.


Oh, and Chrissy and I want to have a picnic tomorrow- EVERYONE is invited. It'll probably be around noon or so. We have road trip food we want to get rid of. It'll also probably be at Rock Springs. I'll give people ringy-dingy's sometime tonight, or talk to y'all online. Hooray! =)

I don't really have much to say right now, except that Chrissy and I are leaving today for our road trip- WOOT!!! It's gonna be buckets o' fun. =)


I'll miss the rest of you, and we'll see/talk to you on Friday! Leave me tons of messages, and call me if you have my cell phone number!


Ow ow!


PS. Jessica is quacktastic. QUACKTASTIC!!!!

Yesterday/Last Night/This Morning/Today/Tonight- each one was very eventful...yikes.


~Yesterday~
Minott came to visit the RCC kids, and managed to join in on the teasing of me. He's a really fun guy, so I guess I'll have to deal with the teasing. I got in a few here and there, so we got along quite well. By the end of our time, he had bruised my self-esteem, and I had bruised his shin. Yay for making friends!!

~Last Night~
Zach, Sean, and I went to Champaign to see the Killowatts play at the Courtyard Cafe. The five of us kids from Decatur (Erin and Katie too) made up the majority of the crowd. I felt really bad for the Killowatts because they are sooo awesome, and need a crowd to get them worked up. I think they were kinda bummed, but they still put on an awesome show. I didn't talk to David Gerkin...again...I'm such a snob! I did talk to Tom though, and that was great. He's my favorite.
We then headed back to Decatur and met up with Chrissy at S&S. We weren't there long, for Sean's wife is intense and Chrissy was worn out. So Zach and I go back to his house watch TV...

~This Morning~
Yeah, I'm still there until 4:30 in the am. My mother nearly jumped off a cliff. My phone died earlier in the evening due to a malnourished battery, so no one was able to contact me. She called the Whit house, and was gonna have Chrissy drive over to Zach's at 4 in the morning (I am soooo sorry, friend). Yes, this was an irresponsible move on my part, and I'm sorry to all that got involved. I'm catching so much slack for this, which I probably deserve, but I stayed there because I like Zach a whole lot and I hadn't gotten to spend "alone" time with him all week and I'm gonna be gone on the road trip with Chrissy for 5 days next week. I absorbed every minute I could, and just didn't want to leave. I was gonna leave at 4, but Zach tricked me into staying until Freakazoid was over (bad boyfriend!). Yes, all we did/do is watch cartoons when I stay that late. Seriously, though- who else would tolerate old Hannah/Barbera stuff with him? Man, he's lucky. ;-) So, my mom was super worried, which I felt bad about, but I guess all is well now- I'm not grounded or anything like that... Way to be consistent with this parenting business...

~Today~
My mom, sister, and I went shopping in Bloomington. I hate shopping with a deap, dark, evil, burning, baby-eating passion. I was ready to leave after one store. Shopping definitely makes me cranky. However, before we went shopping, we went to Monicals for lunch. My sister said some stuff that kind of made me mad...
Tammy: "So, nightowl, what were you up to last night? (wink wink)"
Sandra: "What do you think I was up to?"
T: "What do you think I think you were up to? (elbow elbow) Just make sure you're careful..."
S: "Do you think we were having sex??? ...I haven't even kissed the boy, so how in the hell are we having sex?!?!?"
T: "Well, if you do, just make sure you use a condom."
S: "What?!? I've only been dating him for a few weeks and you think I'm gonna have sex with him?? For the love, what kind of person do you think I am??"
There was a lot more to this conversation, but it kind of made me mad. I guess it's assumed that people have sex after a certain hour, but Zach and I weren't informed of this. We were told to watch cartoons, which is what we shall continue to do. All I care is that we do it together- maybe some may think I'm "falling too fast" for him, but what exactly does that mean? If I am... so what? Nothing earth-shattering is gonna happen. If I get hurt later- it was well worth it now. Stuff like this is just going to push me more in his direction, which I honestly don't have a problem with.

~Tonight~
Due to the early-morning drama, I had to be home by 10:30 tonight...which I was. Chrissy, Stephy, and I went to Panda Express and I watched them eat. They teased/lightly scolded me for the time problems, but it wasn't that bad. I missed Stephanie! We then rented Jonah (fuuu huuunnny movie! "I'm a bald bunny, ain't got no hair"), and Jessica (my wifey!!!) and Amber came over and watched it with us. It was a good girls only night. I heart Jessica so much, I can't seem to control myself when she's around. Wha cha! Yay for my wifey. =)

So after all that, here I am at home- bored out of my mind. Someone needs to get online to talk to me! Gah!

Hell day is over, my friends...hooray for that!!


Ok, so a part in Mike's blog just reminded me of something...I just told him the story, but I'll reiterate it back to the rest of you-

The phone cord/kid bracelet things that parents sometimes put on their kids so they don't run away...yeah, well my mom had one of those on me when we went to California when i was 4, but when she wasn't looking, I took it off and ran away...just to spite her. I wanted to see woodie woodpecker, but they wouldn't let me! So I took it off! They have a picture of me crying with him...I was crying to make my parents feel guilty...

I will always tell that story whenever my mom talks about when we went there. She hates it.

I want to bring harm to Dr. Grieve for giving everyone a test tomorrow- I'm bored!!! People need to stop studying and hang out with me. This is the first night where I'm not avoiding anything by doing something else...I really have nothing important to do. Bah! I need human contact!

Mike Hagan is a jerk...just so everyone knows. I may have been his favorite person yesterday, and we may be BFF, but that still doesn't change the fact that he's a jerk. I burnt my finger in your cheese, friend!!! How's that for sacrafices???

I can't wait for tomorrow... =)

Oh my goodness, I love Jessica Crump- she just sent me an e-mail because her keyboard is sorta broken, and this is what she said-

..."i get to see you on saturday! just gimmie a call sometime on saturday or friday and let me know what the dilly is.....im so excited to see you! ill probably knock you down and hump you im so excited!
(just a warning......)"


I needed that to cheer me up. =)


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More things that have cheered me up:

SJGBluClu3: i hate you
Lckypengin: i'll just have to up and say that your "i hate you's" are just too cute for me
SJGBluClu3: aww
Lckypengin: i don't know where that came from..... ummm... bandit was jumping up on the keyboard and randomly hit keys
SJGBluClu3: oh, well that explains...something?
Lckypengin: the oreo's are getting to me
SJGBluClu3: how?
Lckypengin: sugar rush
SJGBluClu3: oh, so are you all giddy and weird?
Lckypengin: yup, thats why i said that cute thing
SJGBluClu3: oh, right
SJGBluClu3: *note to self*
Lckypengin: why the note to self
Lckypengin: are you like gonna get me to eat lots of chocolate when you're around me
SJGBluClu3: haha...nnnnnooooo
Lckypengin: its kinda like date rape, but instead of drugs and rape its chocolate and cute talk

I laughed so so much...

My mom and I just had the funniest moment of miscommunication ever...


Mom: I've been busy making baby blankets...

Sandra: You've been busy making babies?!?! Are you pregnant?!?!

M: WHAT?! You're PREGNANT??????

S: What?? You just said you were making babies.

M: Who's making babies??

S: I'm so friggin' confused.

M: You're pregnant??

S: NO!!!!!! Why are you making babies??

M: Oooooh- no, I'm making baby blankets for your cousins...

S: Oooohhhh *walks away, shaking with laughter*

Moments like that make me forget how much we don't get along...I sometimes wish we had more...

She found out about the ticket today too. I had left the reciept in the car, it fell out of my purse one day and just never made it back in. She wasn't too upset about it because it had been paid off since January, but I got the whole, "Why do I have to find out about things this way?? Why don't you ever tell me things??" spiel once again. I guess I only do stuff like that to drive her crazy...

Zach and I went to the Millikin library today and got a lot of work done. I was proud of us. We missed speech team, but oh well- we're not going this weekend anyways. Apparently Huff was mad about it, but we had good reason. This week is hell week w/ tests and papers and such. He can deal, yes he can.

I'm off to study my booty off now- bah!!!

I hate this week a ton. I have so so much to do. All I want to do is slack, but no one likes a slacker...except Zach. He told me he'd still like me even if I joined a circus...which I'm totally considering. Actually, he told me I can't join the circus because I'd leave him alone, but he's ok with dating a slacker. That's good to know...


Otherwise, I got nothing. Go look at Mike's blog, because I tired to make it over. It's all white and blue, and hospitalish, but he said he liked it, so yay!!

I GOT TO SEE MIKE HAGAN TODAY!!!!!!


He did nothing but make fun of me, but I missed that. Today was a good day of laughter. It's been awhile since we've had one of those days where everything is friggin' hilarious. Everyday needs to be like that. =)

I saw a sex seminar thing today. It was funny. My favorite part was when the guy slapped the ground and said to the girl in an overdramatic accent, "I will have you now!" Oh goodness, did I laugh a bunch.

Zach made a carrot reference in his blog...that, my friends, that right there is why I'm dating the boy. He makes me laugh. That, and he asked me out- what was I supposed to say? No?!?! Who says no? Sheesh. Certainly not me...good thing for Zach... He just settled for me anyways, as I did for him. Perfect. ;-)
However, he does know that I'd cheat on him with Tina Fey. I have a girl crush on her. Can you blame me?? She's funny and hott. He'd cheat on me with Brad Pitt, so it all evens out some how, I'm sure.

...yes, we are a weird couple. We've accepted this, so you should as well.

Next topic- CHRISSY AND I ARE GOING ON A ROAD TRIP!!!! I know I've been talking about it, but I hadn't said anything to my mom yet. Today, I told her and she was surprisingly ok with it. I didn't even have to bring up my sister's thing... "She went to West friggin' Virginia when she was nineteen to see her boyfriend! You know what she did while she was there?! She had sex! Sexual intercourse, mother- who's the bad daughter now??" You've learned too much about my sister, but it was gonna be my defense. I'm kinda sad I didn't get to bring it up. I would have wanted to see her face... Woot for the Road Trip! =)

boom shakalaka boom

I just saw the RHV video that is on the Calling Off Today CD, and I totally see myself all over the place. I can never pick Chrissy out, but I do see Lyndsey a lot. Kids, if you can't pick out my face, look for my pink flamingo shirt- especially at the end of it. I think I'm "ow ow"ing...


I'm supposed to be helping with Bingo tonight...yeah, I'm definitely still home. Today has been a Sandra day. I stood Chrissy up earlier (sorry, friend) and cleaned the house. Then, I got cleaned up with full intentions of going to help out, buuuut I decided to stay home. I needed to work on a paper anyways...I'll get to it soon, I promise!

I'm really excited for our road trip. I just hope that Chrissy and I don't kill each other. We won't, but there's always a chance. I'm such a spaz these days. It'll be buckets o' fun no matter what, though. Woot!

Ok, after a few hours, my computer is still a wanker, but I got Zach's CD done, and I like it. I hope he does too. It has no rhyme nor reason, but if you see the rest of my CD compilations, that's usually the way they go.

Wootcha!

My computer is a pisser. I'm trying to make Zach a CD, but it won't let me burn off burnt CD's. I'm irate. I said to it, "Don't be a f*ck! Ya stupid f*cker!!" Twice I dropped the f-bomb. Twice! In a row! I'm surprised I didn't drop a third to repeat the last time that happened (thanks, Mike).

Speaking of Mike Hagan- I miss you!!! Stop being a recluse, and hang out with us. Aaron has taken a position of BFF...he threw catchup/tabasco sauce/chilli covered pickles at me- the smell of pickles represents his and my friendship- kinda like the coffee stain with you... Are you gonna let him take your place, best friend?? Huh? Are ya?

Yesterday was a great day! Zach and I ate at Quiznos. I had never been there, and it was darned tasty. They put guacamole on my sandwich!!! That makes me happy. Guacamole should be used as an anti-depressant or something... We came back to school so he could skip one of his classes (I'm a horrible influence), and when he went to his next one, Chrissy and I went to the mall and CD shopped. I got Midtown. Sometimes they sound like New Found Glory, which is meh...but other times I like them. Eh- I'm flighty.

Then, last night was the FREE RHV show in Lincoln! It rocked my face. Carly (Sam's girlfriend) semi-molested me because Zach unbuttoned Sam's shirt. Carly is so dainty and girly, so I didn't expect that, but it made me laugh. She's fun. Terri, Erin, and Amy were there too, and it's always nice to see them. However, Tom was not there, and that was poopy. Oh well, they played an awesome show. =)

Zach got the RHV hoodie. We designated days to wear them so we aren't one of those couples who match. I would throw up if we started doing that. We're "cute" enough as it is...bah.